Warning : This is a rant.
I don't know what I want to write here today. But I want to write. Its 10 pm. I've come back after a long day to an empty house and curd rice on the table for dinner when everybody is out somewhere, predictably having a good time.
On the brighter side, there's a box of chocolate with a few cubes left. I'm going to devour them and leave nothing for no one. Yep. Being selfish can feel good after a bad day.
Maybe its just the helplessness i feel at this point of time. Too little time. Too much to do. And dwindling levels of self confidence don't really help too much. Still, a tiny optimistic side of me says issokay. Everything works out fine in the end. Maybe it does. Only time can tell though.
And i also don't want the phone to ring every two minutes when i want to blog. Anyway. Doesn't seem like my day.
Right. I'm done cribbing :)
p.s. It feels good writing even though most of it is incoherent.
I don't know what I want to write here today. But I want to write. Its 10 pm. I've come back after a long day to an empty house and curd rice on the table for dinner when everybody is out somewhere, predictably having a good time.
On the brighter side, there's a box of chocolate with a few cubes left. I'm going to devour them and leave nothing for no one. Yep. Being selfish can feel good after a bad day.
Maybe its just the helplessness i feel at this point of time. Too little time. Too much to do. And dwindling levels of self confidence don't really help too much. Still, a tiny optimistic side of me says issokay. Everything works out fine in the end. Maybe it does. Only time can tell though.
And i also don't want the phone to ring every two minutes when i want to blog. Anyway. Doesn't seem like my day.
Right. I'm done cribbing :)
p.s. It feels good writing even though most of it is incoherent.
Love the Curd Rice on the table . How quintessentially Khatta.:-) And ur right sometimes writing really helps
ReplyDeleteThanks :) Oh yes. Writing always helps.
ReplyDeleteIt's-always-wokaaii and everything always works out fine in the end... :)
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